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The boyfriend’s bestfriend

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A cat-fight between a boy’s girlfriend and his best friend is the most predictable thing. Well, the world never leaves a chance to blame women for anything and everything. But that isn’t the case in my story. In fact, it is the opposite, here the guy’s girlfriend is a kind of close friend of his bestie (and to make it clear she wasn’t pretending, she truly made him her friend). Then you might be thinking what went wrong, and what this blog is all about? Well to take you away from the ambiguity I would like to tell you that this is a story of love and friendship, both in danger almost at the same time. The story goes like this…. We were still in the icy mountains and the curvy roads, the cool breeze was still taking us away from the worse of Earth--our tension to submit our assignments on time, preparing for exams, the horrible academic results, we were ‘out of reach’ for all of them. I don’t know how important this trip was for my two friends and my love but for me, it was a l...
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When Love Turns To Obsession

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Obsession with love It feels shit, remember it’s not ‘love’..when you break yourself millions of times still try to bring those parts together and love that person the same way; believe me it’s not love, when you travel more in past than in present missing all you don’t have; when you bow down out of helplessness, when all your emotions are ripped off from your soul just to keep that person in your life, it’s not love, when the strength is turned to weakness, when you have lost charm of yourself, when things are more bitter than it seems, when you try and efforts are not counted, when you for the very first time feel locked and freezed while your emotions are still active; you can think, speak and see, but not the world. You can only hear your voice, drink your tears, waste your energy in a locked small cube where everything is suffocating..I can see a fresh rose lying beside my folded feet.. It’s dead now, no life here. Then how can I breathe? Sometime it seems love but it i...
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Accepting the way I am

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A girl with strange voice “Do you mind if I say something..”, a boy who was mere spectator few minutes ago interrupted me amid of the conversation which I was having with one of my friends. I could sense those electrifying negative vibes from him, still the other half of the brain truly named as ‘inviting trouble’ was curious to hear the expected!  I stopped for a while, not my tongue, “tell me, what it is?” I asked. I was rough with my eyes, I wish he could have sensed that and had stopped being ridiculous but no he was ready to dig his own grave. “You sound interesting”, not again I thought.  “Oh really!” I pretended as if I was hearing any such thing for the first time in my life. I should have cut off the conversation and have rushed back to my place but this time I decided to face the truth. Whatever happens next will be entirely my responsibility. This time the warrior me was armoured and was ready with its sword. How could I except someone to...
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Silly! Still true...Are hostel rules same for men and women?

Inspite of waiting for the change, be the change. See things in your way, your one step can inspire many How far this concept of freedom is correct? We bark every freaking hour that it is high time - women need freedom, women need security, women need this women need that…why don’t everyone just stop this nonsense and think for a while, whatever is happening around us is what we have sowed from generation, it’s time to reap it.   Just look around and you will find the prisoners everywhere, some have soaked their tears while others have chosen alternative to escape sufferings. Not going to rapes and sexual abuses, there are wiser people to talk about it, I’m here concerned about little things. We forget these little things though it has imprints in our personalities and it is being carried to generations until someone really get harsh to stop it. We know it is wrong, deep down our heart we accept it but we hardly have enough courage to go against majority belief. I remem...
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Don't push yourself for something you don't want to do

Kind insult on 1st day internship in a newspaper Enters a man in his forties (though my eyes deceive age) and came straight towards me, my shaky legs refused to pop while his right arm stretched  hurriedly touched the pious goddess feet, I remained static. My bewilder face made it clear that I’m an afraid donkey whom he can easily shoo off, but the most annoying inner me kept me alive somehow. ‘Introduce yourself’, he said; I went on with a monotonic tone which I have been repeating all way long from campus placements while the inner voice kept prompting with some really disgusting excuse, ‘you need glucose, you will die anytime’. I tried to postpone the inner battle to lunch time though the stubborn had no work today than to piss me off. I managed to speak with one grammatical error, some fumbling and many unnecessary pauses. Ah! It’s over. Now it was his turn to embarrass me for my so called unprofessional attitude but against my hope he praised my looks ( which I took s...
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Friends for life

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I wasn't his choice "Fuck him! He is an asshole...eeehh..What the fuck...How could he? I mean it is insane". And again she resumed in her abusive tone till I decided to squeeze my ears with my hands. It turned red. My God, why all best friends are hyper-reactive . I could see cloudy heads through the translucent window. All my friends were there and I could predict their expressions. Some with, 'I had warned you' type expressions, some with 'clinched fist', some were my real caretakers with 'thank-god she didn’t cross her limits' ( which simply meant thank god she didn’t have sex ). Moreover all were in disbelief, the couple who were going so perfect till tomorrow what happened to them all of sudden?   Why Mr. Perfect dumped her? I didn’t know the answer, somewhere I wasn’t really interested in knowing it.I just wanted him back. I needed spare time just me and my heart that’s it and it wasn’t looking possible. They were banging th...
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